20 34 bucks spent online. cheap stuffs! ha.
two tops & one necklace. yay. i'm happy now.
hahaha! ok, i will not waste money anymore.

BUT I RARELY BUY THINGS FOR MYSELF
EXCEPT FOOD WHAT........... :((

teachers' day celebration today,
i'll upload the pictures when i get them ok? :)

went over to christine's house with lalu after celebrations.
then over to pamela's house. faith and debbie came. gary and sunny came when i was leaving. then home for housework. LALALA> bye. (:


edited @ 2116 hrs.

photos! as promised. :]]
kinda blur, as jiahui set it to the wrong mode or sth.


the cake and letter for miss zaiton!




miss zaiton called us the "five ah lians"




GIRLFRIENDS!




miss zaiton & us! :]]




FOUR-THREE! ;DDDD




oh ya, had loads of fun during class today, musical chairs! :]] so fun!
as a class lor! :)))) lovely.

goodbye stupid papers,
hello HOLIDAYS! :]]]

i can't believe it,
i'm done with emath one, chinese one, biology two, physics two, social studies and amath two! it's hell lot easier to do my revision for my paper one and all. :]] yay!! sheryl is real happy :DDDDDDD

went lunch-ing with zhixin, jiahui, jessic & karlok - AS USUAL - over at kfc. was sharing and talking like we've never talked. it's like so different from the tense atmosphere before the papers! haha. :]]

i'm glad, even though my papers were like horrendous, especially physics two.
but oh well, it's over! :]]]]

& guess what, i forgot to bring my keys.
so haha, over to zhixin's house!!

cooked my own dinner - fried rice, WONDERFULLY NICE OKAYYYY.
i'm born to be a cook. wuahahaha.

& my ulcersss hurts like hell. oh man.


pictures while i'm studying for the past few days.


i don't like you, so die!




i said, DIE DIE DIE!




my table -



flooded in books! :(




my calculator




& my broken keychain lah :(

yay. just two more papers and it's the holidays!
:)))))) x 100000

& this post will really be some stupid longgg whining post, on my studies.
but even if you don't like, just read okkkk. :)))))) haha.

two days without touching the internet! i was studying ok. amazing! :))
but it's because my mom's at home, and i was really studying in fear that she'll start nagging. ha. so yea, i'm starting to study! wonderful.

so well, monday was amath paper two.
& i was super depressed lah! cause i really really really don't know how to do alot of questions! and amath is suppose to be one of my R5! depressing. :(

yesterday, i don't know what the hell i'm doing. i was really super stoney. it's just like i'm telling myself "exams tomorrow, need to study man!" and i'm not studying. i have the heart to do it, but my physical self doesn't want to care. argh.

so i sat by the table the whole day, from afternoon all the way to pass midnight, studying biology! so gross with myself, and furthermore, i didn't even finish studying. i can really slap myself. read through social studies, for less than an hour, then poof, off to bed.

so today's social studies and biology paper two.
& guess what. whatever the hell i studied for social studies, didn't even came out ok. when i saw the essay, die. then i flipped to the SBQ, die! so yea, social studies paper, DIE!

then biology paper two.
i think i should be able to pass!
all that i didn't really studied for didn't came out. thank God!

& i was practically wasting the school's paper.
david taught me how ok!
like question 1a, on a piece of paper with the back blank.
question 1b, on a fresh piece of paper. :)

who ask them to let me use that stupid lousy recycled paper for four years!

& ya, remember the papers i didn't take last friday?
i should be taking them when all my papers are over.
which means, when others are celebrating, i'm having papers. :((

ok lah. enough of whining.

after saying some stuff, i'm seriously feeling better,
however, there are still stuff i wna say. well, i don't know.

yay. no more fever! PRAISE THE LORD. :]]]]
but still on medications!
thanks to those who prayed for me ya! :]]

breakfast with my family this morning,
was so darn happy! cause it's the first time after sooooo long, i got out of my house, feeling, GREAT
:D x 1000000000. haha. i'm happy lah!
i get to see ALL my friends tomorrow!! :))))))))

i miss my friends!
and yay, david's here to help me with me studies! :D
bye people.


it have been one year.
thats today.
i've been moving on pretty well,
however, still looking back at times.
i don't know about you.
but i still keep it deep down & i don't deny.

i hate being sick.

ok, fine, who loves being sick!
if you do, you're really sick.

i'm so sick of being sick lah!
i can't do a single thing, i can't study, i can't do anything!
eww, and this fever just don't want to leave me. it's on & off, on & off.
i'm just so frustrated!

i'm either shivering like crazy, or i'll be sweating like mad.
i really want to study for my prelims lahhhhh.. :(

this is gross.
one minute it's gone, the next minute, it's back!
get lost foreverrrr, i don't want you back!!!

& yuck, i'm sweating like mad now,
i'm going to bathe. bye.

God, i still choose to have faith in You.

i didn't go school today.

which means..

no prelims.

today is the third day i'm having fever and i really cannot stand it any longer. i'm going to see the doctor, about now. miss zaiton said i have to get a poly clinic's mc, & the school will take from there.

i'm not sure if i'm going to be able to retake for the test. if i can't, i'll really die, and i can just give up on the first three months! & yes, being sick is pretty good too, cause the whole family is showering love and concern on me.

not just my family, but my family of God! amen. thanks girls for all the messages and all. my friends too, such that david got me a present (which i have yet to see, thank you) & with all my friends sending messages asking me to take care, wow, thank you guys! i love you plentyyyyy !! i really really hope i'll be able to get well soon, so that i'll have time to study for my prelims.

& thank you jiancong for the verse, joshua 1:9 !
God IS with me :]]

i'm trying to keep myself as happy as possible, so that i'll get a fasttttt recovery!
my quote: a happy person is a healthy person! :)


[edited: 1854hrs]

the doctor said that it's not normal to have fever for three days. and she suggested that i did some blood test, which totally freaked me out! after that, i'm so lousy lah! i felt super giddy & i felt like vomitting! just because they took this tiny bit of my blood. ha.

came home, and my fever rose to 39.4 degrees. gross. hate it. Thank God my mom was there to place wet towels on my forehead&neck to cool me down. & she kept changing it. sweat like nobody's business! & yea, my fever is down. but i doubt it'll stay down. eating my medicine after dinner. bye!


CHRISTINE IS EVIL!
(my present from david)

David says:
christine wanted to eat it today lor
David says:
she keep psychoing me to open it

i seriously need need need plenty of prayers!

i thought my fever subsided, but it didn't.
it was like, i took the medicine, i'm all right, but after a few hours, i began having fever AGAIN! my throat is aching like crazy and i'm having flu too! omg. GOD, HEAL ME ALL RIGHT?! this is super terrible! i really want to do well for my prelims!

emath & chinese paper one today.

emath was easy, & i was feeling fine, most probably due to the panadol i ate in the morning. BUT! when it was time was chinese, i was feeling all puke-y & i was having this serious headache! oh man. my chinese was like, @#&!_$(&!@_#&(@ !!! i think i won't do well for my chinese at all. due to this serious headache, i didn't know what to write & what i wrote was darn short! GOOD LUCK~

then tutoring, my mind was in a blank while i did the paper.
i'm so dead, pleaseeee don't let it happen tomorrow all right. please please please ~~~

i really pray that God will heal me for my exams by tomorrow!
oh ya, jiancong is having the same symptoms as me too! people, pray for him too all right!

AHHH AHHHH AHHH !!!!

i'm down with fever and prelims starts tomorrow!!

i was like feeling a little sick few days back with slight headaches every now and then, as well as the sore throat, which i thought would be gone in a few days time. but BLAH! i woke up this morning and i was like freaking giddy and all. but i didn't really bother, got ready & realised that i was running a fever. told my mom randomly, expecting her answer to be "take a panadol & go to school." and yea, that was her reply "take a panadol." then.. she said "aiyah, don't go school today lah, go up and sleep"

HOHOHO. so i went back to sleep! :DD lovely.

called the school, but the general office wasn't open yet. WHAT THE HELL?!?
(and the clerks have lousy attitude! & at six fourty something, they're not even at the general office?! how slack are they! so lousy!! i really don't like them!)
didn't bother much and i just went back to bed. hahaha.
woke up only at eleven!!! :D

having my mom at home when i'm sick was pretty good. i have home-cooked food & i'm treated as though i was a princess. so yea, did my revision after taking my panadol. :]] & i guess i'm pretty fine now. yay!

texted zhixin in the morning too, that retarded woman.
so what if you're seating opposite ___, i don't careeeee. haha.
elaine, gregory & hansheng texted me asking me to get well.

all righty, bye! :D




the hidden

hello!

i've got a compliment from some anonymous! (still, i wna know who)
ok ok, thats so "not the point"
people see the changes i have after knowing this wonderful figure - GOD! :]] amen. & i can't say that i'm wayyyy different from how i used to be in the past. i do get angry, i do get frustrated & i do have my attitude days. however, i'm glad whenever people notice the changes in me. obviously it's for the good and not the bad.

even if people view me from a different angle, doubt my faith or even make fun of it (which i totally hate), i'll stand strong in God, and because of Him, i've got really great brothers and sisters in the family of God! the love and concern they shower me & the acceptance i receive. i will never wna lose them!

all righty, my day.
super slacky as usual. & today was one of my lousy day but ended pretty well.

all i can remember was what happened during physics lesson!
i went over to share a table with zhixin to copy down the answers. & then, all the crazy and lame stuff happened. all right, kinda childish! i started hiding zhixin's pen, then paper. & she, the super violent one, began pinching me! omg. and i began slapping her on her arms. it was just super hilarious. we just kept laughing and laughing.

mrs yeo was like "don't know whats wrong with us". most probably she's like "these girls are SIAO!" & she just randomly called my name to do the first question of sectionB. AND HAHAHA. I KNOW HOW TO DO OK! only that i got the SI unit for workdone wrongly! :]] calculations are all CORRECT ok!!

after school! that was when the lousy part comes in. i wna have lunch, and stupid zhixin doesn't wna go, cause, no1: she have home-cooked food & no2: she doesn't wna go home alone! zzz! still have to go back alone what. ok, the truth: she doesn't wna see me eat while she does nothing but watching! she's always tempted, thats why she's so FAT! :DDD

but then, the both of us ended up at khatib having lunch! with karlok, jessic & weiting!
and after that, TUTORING!!! :D
i saw ______ lah! stupid zhixin! the most irritating one of all.
but thank God, i didn't go home because of that* ! HAHA.

last of all, i can't wait for tomorrow!
PE! the first time i ever look forward to PE! it's gna be my last PE lesson till prelims are over. aww, how sad! but jogging on friday. LOVELY! :DDD

ah ha! pictures from yesterday!

& one thing, big shaun loves archies!! :D:D:D


- O LEVEL MUGGERS!




- BUTTER & BREAD. wonderful fattening food!




- due to zijie's lousy photography skills! haha.




finally, a btr one!
i have tiny eyes right! :[[




study group tomorrow! i'll update! (:


i want to be the one.

i shall make this a quick post.

school today, no physics, AGAIN!!
slept all the way, and was pretty frustrated because weijie was explaining some physics or whatever to yingli, and it just irritates me cause i can't sleep! then i just sat up and said "you all can don't talk here not!", to some guy, who i think is jannson! lol! sorry!!! i was just damn tired.

math over at AVA. i swear i love mrs ong plenty. :]]

lunch with elaine&david, so sec two! ha.
then got "oldmaid" & "donkey" card games for only $1.20!! cheapo!!

library to do some work, then over to bishan to meet up with them and studied :]]
saw peter & kelvin (i think).
finally got the anderson papers frm pam! YAY!!! ;DD lovely

over to cartel for FREE BREAD. while the others ate. WUAHAHAHA.
ok! i'm talking to jocelyn ang and i'm damn mad now. HAHA.
update with photos tomorrow! BYE PEOPLE.

I SWEAR YESTERDAY WAS THE BEST DAY I EVER HAD :]]

service was A-W-E-S-O-M-E
the praise&worship was great, the songs were so jumpy and cute! i love! the whole sermon was like "made for me" in a way or another. during worship, the things shirley said were so, so me. so God, take it from me. i'll be glad to give it all to you :))

and and and..
NED1 won the caregroup madness - CREATIVE! haha.
i was like "shit, what did we submit!" then out came the video! OMG! superrrrr xxxxxxx!! felt so duilian and duilian and duilian!! but then, i'm happy that NED1 won! :]] wonderful.

after service, celebrated jiancong's birthday at starhub! these were the nineteen items he had to finish up!! :D




advertising for his fav! ONIONS!




happy birthday JIANCONG!!



you're a great leader, & God will use you as a testimony of Him! :]]


& we had group photo!
the MOST CREATIVE!






ten dollars ben&jerry's voucher! :]]




clarsher!




we then had lunch. & they were passing sth which i thought was for jiancong at first, but then, it was for me! omg. i swear i was lost for words at that point of time and i was so touched by what my caregroup did for me that i almost teared! they did this paper with encouraging words & because they knew i love dark chocs, they got it for me! i swear i love this group so darn much! they are so loving, funny, sweet, fun, creative and definitely full of surprises!!! :D :D & jiancong got me dark chocs too! haha. i felt so loved yesterday! thanks guys! i really appreciate it, & you people made my day!!





had caregroup sharing & i felt the trust in the group.

then, i walked over to forum starbucks & met up with david. planned to study, but i was late due to my lousy sense of direction. i walked all the way to fareast and realised that i went the wrong way! how stupid.

after that, met up with clifford, huangpeng & peter at orchard mrt. then to clarke quay to celebrate steph's birthday! :]]

happy birthday girlfriend! :)

went over to tcc for dinner. ate talked joked.

steph, juneguan, clifford, huangpeng,
peter, adeline, pris, pris bf, lester & i were there!

took plenty of photos. (posting it at the end of the entry)
after dinner, went over to the bridge, talked&drank.
so dumb lah! cause i'm the only person who can't get onto the platform (or whatever you call that thing). so lousy! & seriously, i'm lousy. haha. drank vodka with 4.8% alcohol only, & when i was on my way home, was a little zzz already! haha. yes, i DON'T drink! i drink a little only on special ocassions. :]]

saw weisong, then jackie at the interchange.
went home, bathe & all. caught METEOR GARDEN 2.
i remember those days i never fail to talk about it in school! :D

yea. thats my day. i swear it's the most wonderful day! :]]
so loved! :))))))))


HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRLFRIEND!!




MOST ZZZ COUPLE! :D




retarded yes??




act random (haha)




GF & I -






love her loads




MY NO1 RETARDED AHBENG -
cliffordseeweisin!
(i kept laughing whenever i see this photo)




huangpeng. steph & clifford




clifford&peter




birthday cake! :D




adeline. steph. pris & i




lester& i




group!!








& i can't get up the platform!




had this mixed feeling when i was home.
it's weird, i mean, it's like closed to a year already?
& i still like you. i'm like damn stubborn, i know.

would you study alone somewhere out there?

i will.

today's all about studying.
mrs yeo wasn't in school, so rather than seating down and have meaningless chats, i shifted the table and started doing my history notes.

straight after school, went over the the school library, got a table and started studying. did a whole chapter of my history notes today. did two hours of achievers' alone just like that. & did three hours of achievers' with david&greg yesterday.

lunched with greg after his class.
while we were on the bus, there was this weird uncle, talking to himself! at first we thought he was talking to some people seating in front of him. but! we were wrong. kept laughing at the person. ok, mean. but de-stressing! :D

went for tutoring. finally.
did emath! so many questions i don't know how to do.
so dead! blah.

i hope tomorrow's a nice day.
it should be.

worn out.

i'm tired of being an O level student.
i'm tired of being worried over my results.
i'm tired of thinking "what if i can't make it into a JC or POLY".
i'm tired of mugging the whole night and getting such a lousy result.
i'm tired of getting myself out of bed every morning just to get to school.
i'm tired of listening to all the complains when i get home.
i'm tired of listening to all the naggings which seems stupid.
i'm tired of getting scolded for my results when i'm feeling bad enough.
i'm tired of getting scolded for my attitude, when i'm not even talking.
i'm tired of entertaining them when i don't feel like doing anything.
i'm tired of everything.

i'm just so sick and tired of all these.
can they just keep it quite and not talk at all? just for once?
i'm feeling bad enough. i don't need them make me feel worst.

friendster is weird. christine knows why, yes yes?

school was fun and tiring.

pe for the first period. played the version of "netball combining with captain's ball". guess what, the parade square was like filled with traps . traps of puddles of water. & yes, being the dumb overlooking everything person, i fell! omg omg omg! i guess i was the only one who really fell and laid on the floor as though i'm dead. changed over to compete with the other group, and i was always on the verge of falling. like sliding and goes "whooo ~" then balanced myself. it happened like five to six times today? whole body's aching from the fall. how digsustingly sad. :(

english was fun, mrs anand was telling us about the school she went for english oral - PHS. she was the stand in teacher for another teacher. she was telling us about what was going through her mind and all, imitating what some of the students did. hilarious.

chinese, was sleepy as usual. then biology! was literally sleeping. weijie kept waking me up! blah!!

& yay, i'm buying dark chocs everyday now. or well, when i feel like it. ;] i'm gna keep the wrapper! and see how much i've eaten by the end of the mth. :]] maybe, until after Os? it smells nice too!

lunch over at kfc with zhixin, jessic and sherfeng.
ok, i'm going to bed then study. i hope i can really wake up by six? :] loveloves!

oh btw, i've gotten my result slip for common test.

one A1 - EMATH :]]
one B4
four C6
one F9 - ENGLISH (i'msodead)

expected L1R5 - eleven


The silence makes you wanna scream,
It drives you crazy.

hi hello!

three days since i've blogged! amazing.

prelims are in less than two weeks time and i'm totally freaking out. i've been pretty fine lately. work work and more work. have been reflecting and well, i haven't been studying & it's way too late to start studying now. but i'll still mug though.

got to know the class/level position, as well as the L1R5, L1B5 for my common test? guess what. i got a 32 for my L1R5, as well as my L1B5! how amazing!!! wow. wna know my class position? it's NINE. yes, sounds great? level position? 67.
gosh, my marks totally suck please! what the hell. i'm really afraid that i can't even get into a JC or even a POLY! i'm freaking out! stress stress stress!!!

O level english oral for me today.
the picture discussion was kind of difficult.
my heart was like pumping super hard while i was waiting for me turn, i have no idea why. perhaps it's because of the retarded picture discussion that i suck in?

but when i went in to face the two teachers, a male&female, (lalu! i think it's your that 'charming' thick eyebrows examiner!) they seemed nice. did the whole thing & they kept smiling and laughing. i hope they gave me high marks :]] pleaseeeeee.

& i got to know that my chinese oral examiners were from catholic high. WLAOOOO! don't like catholic high now. haha.

all righty, i'm gna bathe and over to yishun bk to meet up with the guys to study! :D physics, here i come man! beware of the clever sheryl!! hoho :D CYA PEOPLE!


baby boy you're so damn fine

dragged myself out of bed at eight plus in the morning.
got myself ready and left for northpoint.
met up with zhixin, jackie, junrui & yiliang to study.

zhixin was super nice to give me dark chocs the first thing she saw me.
so sweet right???

clar was also sweet enough to give me dark chocs too.


left to meet weisong at eleven plus, took the train & met teckyang at amk station.
then service :] lovely.



believe
act
rely

then went starhub with my group, lunched, took photos and left with faith to get my red hairband.


@ STARHUB. zhiyan. faith. barun. cheryl & i




ha. then faith left and i went over to coffeebean to meet up with teckyang. did a little work, and got chased out. =.=

met up with pamela&guihao after their meeting @ fareast!
accompany guihao to shop for new clothes. we're changing her type of dressing! HAHA. yay. tried fried mars bar. OMG. DAMN NICE. i swear i'll eat it everytime i'm in town, and can afford to eat & gain weight. lovely!!

after that, went to meet xueting, zhihao&co.
caught the fireworks with xueting, zhihao & aaron. & aaron is a good photographer.
went to some side and took photos, damn dumb, i know.
saw yucong & gf. didn't see lalu & joe.


xueting&i




happy&nose




& THEY STARTED TO ACT






-FAILURE!




EMO - zhihao&aaron




EMO - aaron&i (random by zhihao)




fireworks!! i love!!












all photos taken by aaron.

& home! ;D i'm darn tired.
i'll upload the fireworks video prolly tomorrow. loves!

the two who gave me dark chocs made my day,
as well as the fireworks!! :]]

SHERYL CHUA :)
21nov90
MI
hopechurch
x_sheryl16@hotmail.com
i love my boyfriend:)